The first couple days were hard. The first being the worst. I've been fine since. Then I'm taking a shower today and have Pandora on as I usually do. Chose to put it on shuffle. DON'T EVER PUT IT ON SHUFFLE if there is a major life event happening. I'm doing good, got Beastie Boys going, thinking about what I will clean today and then this comes on
Now I like Peter Gabriel. I have a station for him on Pandora. But this song is now BANNED in this house. I started think about everything she's going to be going through, and loss, and pain, and gods damnit I cried for a half hour! F YOU Peter!
On a lighter non eye stinging side of things she has decided on the tissue replacement and made the call this morning. Tuesday is ultrasound and another biopsy and after that surgery. We're thinking the last week this month but nothing is scheduled yet.
By the way...if that damned Kate Bush song from She's Having A Baby comes on ANYWHERE...I'm jumping.
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